About: Bella Basura

You're Funny, Skull Girl Bella Basura 2015

You’re Funny, Skull Girl
Bella Basura 2015

An occasional blog on the subject of Me Me Me,
and the fabulous things I do,
an archive of most of my writing, some of it dating back to 1994,
links to the complete text of my first unpublished novel
The slow-burning Grandmother Punk short story anthology
bearer of Granny Takes a trip
short listed for the Soundwork 2015 Monologue Award,
some stalled psychogeography
and my gallery …

And other stuff

Fasting with The Fool by Doc Gordon Tripp

Quotes from the article “Fasting with the Fool – The Seven Progressive Stages of Consciousness Under Fasting.
By Doctor Gordon Tripp

“As a form of reality distortion the practice of fasting has a long and august history. Starvation was certainly twisting the minds of our Neanderthal forebears long before they hit on sativa, somniferum or muscaria.
Fasting is well established as a prelude or preparation for a whole range of spiritual practices across a panoply of religious and folk traditions.”

Some of Doc Gordon Tripp’s experiences:

“Exhausted with cold I crawled with chattering teeth into a vague half-aware sleep. Only to wake suddenly into silent darkness, not knowing where I am, I am wracked with hunger. I realise that I haven’t eaten since leaving Cambridge, who knows how long ago. The dreadful cold seems to have frozen the mechanism of my wristwatch. I rummage through my ruck sack again, searching for the large slab of Kendal mintcake.”

“Lethargy momentarily engulfs me and I wonder again how I could have got so lost. I struggle to my feet, stomach cramping, clutching the internet map, and begin limping through the thickening trees, in a direction I imagine to be south.”

“I was awake, immobile and cold, encased in all the clothing from the ruck sack, the djellaba, blanket and bivvy bag. I find myself to be suspended from a branch by my rack sack straps, dangling precipitously over a steep drop down to melt-water swollen rapids coursing through rock strewn channels. My head feels empty, gently throbbing at the temples. I don’t know how I came to be here…”

“I begin to fear for my sanity as a gross bubbling urge to chuckle inconsequentially grips me by my watery bowels. Like after a building and unrelenting urge to defacate, the released laughter splashes and splatters from my body. Am I laughing? Am I vomiting? Am I shitting? I can’t tell, my diary notes don’t say. I roll hyperventilating in slushy snow, pukie-crappa-giggling or somesuch. I am so hungry. I want to cry. I am lucid suddenly and astonished at the diversity of this terrain, I never knew Morocco could be so varied.”

“I am drenched in sweat or snow, I know not which. I fall into deadening sleep. I wander between snow-laden trees, the path I had cautiously picked out in the thick forest seemed to have disappeared, swept away by fresh snowfalls”

“I believe my failure to identify my geographical dislocation was partly due to having no previous personal experience of either Marrakesh or Mongolia…”

Read the full article here

The Spam Trap

I’m re-re-re-reading “I’m OK You’re OK” and “The Games People Play” today, so that’s what this (at least) monthly blog is about. I could be writing about any number of other things – The full-moon gathering we had, or The Fall gig (I liked the support band – Bricotech?) or Jonny’s open-mic-nite at the 5, no 6 Bells (Spaghetti Faction  spot-on as always), or even just be out chilly in the winter sunshine in the Park just because it’s Tea’s birthday.

But I’m not going to, I’m going to read “I’m OK You’re OK” and “The Games People Play”, because I’m in the throes of yet another “My dumb man done gone an left me again (but I bet he’s just hiding down the pub with that stupid needy piss-head friend of his) why doesn’t he just phone blues” stylee weekend. So in many ways this 1960’s pop-psychology stuff is quite fraught really.

I’m also approaching these books (“I’m OK You’re OK” and “The Games People Play”) with a weird 21st century jadiness, or ennui, that keeps reminding me that all this stuff was written a very long-time ago. And they’re American. They say that an alcoholic man needs the consistent support of up to 5 adults, who are prepared to play roles like “patsy” or “good guy” or “persecutor”  or “rescuer” or “bar tender” and that the “payoff” is not the drinking itself, but the self-castigating hangover afterwards.

What do I want to say in this blog today?

Well, I started out with the intention of making it a weekly blog, then I thought I might manage monthly and now I’m scraping my own barrel, so to speak. I had a plot for weekly posts, a kinda generic rolling theme thang – one week a book review, next week an event report, or an e-archive update – nothing has happened on the e-archive this month and I need to get back to my books (“I’m OK You’re OK” and “The Games People Play”).  So I guested Doc Gordon Tripp to write this blog just for today!

Go Trippy Go!

I’m staying away from facebook and I’ve also signed up to a handful of FREE self-help websites.

I think my brain just got spammed! I almost typed in the URLs of these demented websites I’ve signed up to. I just nearly spammed my own blog!

If anybody out there is actually still reading…Just how mushy is your mind?

I think my phone just rang! Must dash!

Doc. Gordon Tripp
November 2011